Whoa! July really sneaked up on us, didn’t it? How did it get here so fast? Where did June go? I’d like a do-over, please.
Aaargh! I am not ready for July! Our vacation is quickly approaching, and I am nowhere near bikini-ready, and that’s causing me to freak out a little. Or a lot.
Tell me, how would you feel if I told you “Hey, you know what? how about we also organize a high school reunion while you are on vacation? Or maybe a nice reunion with all your ex boyfriends?” What’s that? No friggin’ way? Ha! Exactly. Now you get how I feel about going home on vacation.
Imagine if once a year, instead of having a relaxing time to look forward to, you had to prepare for the chance of meeting up with old school mates, old neighbors, old friends, old boyfriends… which brings me back to aaaargh!
Ok, clearly my first resolution for this month should be
1. I will NOT freak out about my upcoming vacation.
Instead, I will do my best to see it as something to look forward to. Gorgeous views, lovely beaches, plenty of opportunity to take photos, the chance to spend time with my family, and hello! Italian shoes on sale. Focus on the positive!! I don’t have to see anyone I don’t want to see, and if I do see them, I most definitely shouldn’t feel like justifying myself for anything. If they are not in my life, why does it matter what they think?
I think Dr. Seuss had it right when he said “Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”
So enough. I am done caring about what other people might say, I am done preparing for a vacation as if I was going to war, and my last read (the one I told you about here) inspired me to approach things differently, which is why I have decided that
2. I will stop punishing myself with these ridiculous, constant diets and instead focus on eating wholesome foods and consuming reasonable portions. And if I have a small treat now and then I won’t kick myself for it, I will simply enjoy it and then go back to my healthy eating.
Seriously, this is getting ridiculous. I am done feeling bad about not being perfect all the time. I am done kicking myself for having a cupcake with a friend. I refuse to run for the hills screaming “aaah! CARBS!!” when I feel like munching on a carrot or having some brown rice or quinoa. And I am done with those damn protein shakes. It’s summer, damn it! Let me bite into a juicy peach without wondering how many calories are in it.
I no longer want to be perfect. I simply want to feel good. And I no longer believe that my worth is linked to my weight – hurray!
So f@!* Tracy Anderson and her promises of a “teeny tiny body” – just thinking about her workouts and her speeches makes my blood pressure shoot up.
I need a workout that makes me feel strong and empowered, not one that makes me feel anxious and like I am not good enough. Which is why, starting this month
3. I will start practicing yoga again. The deep breathing, the variety of poses, the stretching and unwinding, the mind-body connection… aaah, I feel more relaxed just thinking about it 
What about you? What do you want to accomplish this month? Share your goals in the comments below – or, if you decide to blog about it, add your post to the Mr. Linky, so I can find you and come cheer for you!
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